Where am I?

Wow. I don’t even know whats happening in my life latley, I wish I could make a mind map and figure out where the hell I am. One minute I’m fantastic and motivated and I know whats giong on and its all good, the next I can hardly lift my head off the table. I feel so alternatly full of God’s love and so trusting, and just so ridiculously empty and lonley.

I know that God is teaching me SO MUCH and right now, the challenge is just to listen and follow.